This Year ahead is exciting for me with my New Book ready to go to print and with better health than the start of last year. I feel this year 2010 was about clearing out the bad in my life and I let go of a bad relationship that was full of negativity and once I did that things started to get better for me in my life. New people came to show me the true meaning of love and I made friends with my sister who I had not seen for years. I stared to get better both in mind and body once that bad relationship went and I started to repect myself once more. It was like this Cancer turned out to be good for me in many ways , it made me see who I was once more and what I wanted in life. From the suffering came new insight and inspiration and a will to live and be happy and not try to make someone else happy at the expence of my own life. It was a hard year in many ways but I am coming out the end of the dark tunnel and into a new life that brings much love and joy. I have let go of the anger that was in me and turned it into living and being happy. My hair is growing again and in a lovely new style that made me cry! when I saw it (when you have no hair you see it like a gift once it comes back). I am getting stronger and doing things that make me happy with good loving people around me.
Make this year a New start for yourself and do not try to feel let down if it does not start off as you plan. Take small steps and aim only for peace and happiness. If you start to aim for wealth it will only bring you down to a sad lonely place that does not make you happy. Aim for love and joy and then the wealth you once thought was all about money will come to you with a heart full of warmth and happiness. There will be many people that tell you they are rich and “have it all” but the ones that brag are the ones that usualy get their wealth through hurting others first. Listen to what they say but do not envy what they have for the people I met who claim to have money are always sad and lonely with a fake tongue that does harm not good. Be happy with what you have and once you do that more goodness will come into your life. Work on yourself and what makes you happy .
Make 2011 a New start and live each day like it was your last! after having cancer I learnt to live for now not tomorrow. If you can do that you will start to see how beautiful life is and how each day is what is most important. I learnt to see each day as a celebration and I made sure I aimed to do everything I needed to do in that one day. This new lesson made things start to happen that were good for me and made me see what life was all about. When the Fire works go off this New Years Eve I shall say a big thank you to God for allowing me this time with those I lovexx
I send you all my love and blessings for this New Year ahead and always. XX