Firstly I want to thank all of you for the many emails of support which mean so much to me. I try to reply to all of you and I am truly greatful for the love and support that you show. My New Book ‘A Walk On The Other Side’ is due out early next year. This was put on hold while I was going through the worst part of my treatment but when it is Published it will be worth the wait! and I know it will help many people.
I worked with Channel four recently about Rape within the British Army and I helped them with a news report that will highlight the way the Army treat Rape victims. I hope this was the start of helping others and I am working with the media to make sure more is done to help others who have been affected. My Book ‘The Hell Of Allegiance’ gave me that voice to speak out and tell my story about my hard time in the Army. I had to learn some hard lessons along the way and came across some very negative people but I will always know that the book did its job and it will always be MY! Book and a part of me. We all come across negative people in life that can use our pain for their gain! but I believe in a higer force that sees all and hears all and no one can escape Karma! I have seen many people who have done wrong to others meet their karma while on this Earth and so I leave all my pain and hurt to the great word Karma to deal with. Negative people are unhappy people that try to put out the light of those that walk a good path. It can be hard to deal with them and their energy can drain us but look within for strength and you will find it and never let anyone cause you to forget who you are and what you stand for!.
I have faced Death head on many times and so now when Negative people try to stop where I am going I say aloud to myself “I faced Cancer in the face and won so no way will I let negative and jealous people stop me from being the Charmaine I deserve to be!”. Look in your heart and soul to find the answers and not from those that try to hurt you, for you will learn to pity them and walk away from them. It was a hard lesson for me to learn when people I thought loved me turned out to be my worst enemy but I learnt to only send out loving thoughts and not hate. This does not mean I let them walk all over me! far from it, it means I learnt to pity them and laugh and walk away. It may be hard to do this when faced with hurt but when you come out the other side you will be a stronger person for it.
Again bless you all for the support and love and let Love rule your life not Hatred!